I hate how you’ve changed so much, no-one knows it as much as I do. And don’t say that I don’t understand you, cause I’m the only person who has stuck with you through everything, the person who helped you the most, cared for you the most and who loves you the most no matter how many times you pushed me away. I saw you at your best and at your worst. I was there for you through every single damn thing and I made you feel like the best thing in the world. I gave you everything and all I’m asking right now is to stop trying to ruin my life and if you still want to then that’s fine, just pretend that I was never in your life, that we never shared any single good moment, and just forget that I made you feel like you were worth something to someone, that your life was actually worth living because of me.
I feel sorry for myself, because I actually thought you liked me when you never did.